Ghotona ta Uttar
Pradesh er ekta gram theke suru hoyeche. Chandrabadani ekjon sadharon ghorer
meye kintu or rup r gun er jonno oke osadaron baniyeche. Chandrabadanir biye
hoyechilo kintu biyer por sasur bari asar somoy car accident e tar husband mara
jai kintu gurutoro aghat niye o Chandrabadani dibbi sustha hoye othe. Sutarang
oke r sasur bari barir bou hisebe grohon korlona . Chandrabadanir baba ekta
mondir er pujari,r sei mondir er sebika hisabe Chandrabadani ke kaje niyog
kore. Chandrabadani vagger ei porihas mene nite somoy lage. Ei mondirer tapassi
maharaj Chandrabadani ke bole tor swamir accident er pichone tor goto jonmer
pap ache, r ei pap theke mukto pete toke kothin tapassa korte hobe, noroboli dite
hobe. Jodi paris tahole tui tor swami ke fire pabi. Chandrabadani eisob sune
obak hoye jai r bhabte thake ki vabe ei pap theke udhar pabo. Kichudin por ekta
pori borton ghote jai, se alor disha khuje pai. Ei mondir er onek punnarthi
pujo dite ase . onek young chelera o ase pujo dite sombhoboto Chandrabadani ke
dekhar jonno. eder modde kichu chele ase jara ektu onno prokritir. Charan name
ekta chele ekdin ese Chandrabadanir sathe dekha kore bollo ami manab debi
Chandrabadani ke puja korte chai, apnake seba korte chai, amar icha puron
koren. Chandrabadani ektu obak hoye bollo amake keno seba korbe, seba korte
hole debi durga ke seba koro ami to tar sebika. Charan bollo ami murti debir
theke manab rupi debi ke vokti korte chai tar podotole jibon utsargo korte chai,
debi apnar sri charone ei odhom ke ektu jaiga den, debi durga rupe apnake pujo
korbo. Chandrabadani bollo amake debi gyane pujo korte chaile, ami ja ja bolbo
sei moto chalte hobe. Proyojone amar hate tomar mrithu o hote pare. Charan ek
kothay raji hoye gelo r bollo debi amar aro 4 bondhu ache jara amar moto apnar
paye jibon utsorgo korte chai. Chandrabadani bollo tahole amar kotha moto toder
amar sathe onek dur nirjon jaigay jete hobe, sekhane ami devi o tora amar
kritodas hoye thakbi amar uchisto voji hoye thakbi. Charan ei kotha sune
annonde nijeke r samlate na pere bollo debi ami apnar kritodas hoye thakte
chai, apnar uchisto kheye thakte chai, apnar charanamrito khete chai, apnar
peshab amrit re moto pan korte chai. Chandrabadani bollo toder sob icha puron
korbo. Chandrabadani vablo edar diye or purbo jonmer pap theke mukto hote hobe.
Rudra prayag theke onek upore jhulano setu diye opare rukho sukha pahar er ekta
guhar vitor 5 jon sisso niye Chandrabadani ashram stapon kore, tar rup Chandra
nay snighdo, santo sada ujjal moyi . Durgar one hundred and eight (108) rup er
modde chandrabadani “kameswari” rupe tar sissor kache pujito hoy. Sannasir
jibone purba ashram bole kichu thakte nei, tader orit nei, vobissot nei sudhu
bortoman niye biraj kore. Chandrabadani r motor up manus er khub kon hoy, tar
rup take jeno debi te protista koreche. Chandrabadani sarbada geruya saree r
sada blouse pore thake. Guhar modde tar ashrom e sadaron manus er sorboda
probesh nisiddo, saptahe duti bises dine sadaron manus probesh korte pare .
guhar ase pase kono gram nei. Besh dure dure kichu gram ache. Tar sisso ra
nijeder protista korar jonno gram e gram e ghure ghure berai. Ei sisso ra o ei
jibon ta khub valo legeche, tader purono jibon e r fire jabar kono icha nei .
gram er manus ra maddhabitto tai vogobane vokti besi, sannasinir upor o vokti
jonmr geche. Grem er manus er ei viktir pichone obossoi Chandrabadanir debir
nay rup, tar chok tana tana, thot duto golap er papri suchalo nasika kotha
bolar bomoy tar sheat danto muktor nay jhok mok kore. Tar rup dekhar jonno gram
er manus ra vir jomay fol mul khabar niye ase. Eto jon purus tar sissoto
ghrohon korar pichone ek golpo ache sudhu tar choya pabar jonno take seba korar
jonno. Chandrabadani puro ratri dhan koren r dine kichu somoy ghuman. Rate
dhyan korar somoy kameswari rupe biraj koren. Tar sisso guhar mejhe kombol pete
tar upor chit hoye soja suye pore, tar por Chandrabadani debi kameswari nay
dhire dhire sei dhyan ghore ese upostit hoy. Sei dhyan ghore ek kone ekta matir
pradip halka sikhay jole. Chandrabadani prokrito tapassinir nay sorir theke
somosto kapor khule phale nijer sorir ke ulongo kore dei . posak bajhik
akorshon mukto theke badha dei . Chandrabadani dhire dhire tar sissor buker
upor ason ghron kore dhyan suru kore.
Tar pach shisyer nam
Charon, Akash, Uday, Rajesh r Kartik. Ek ek din ek ek janer buker opor bose
dhyan korten Chandrabadani. Je shisyer
buker opor bose dhyan shuru korten sedin tar hat pa badha thakto, takhon tar ghare
r keu aste parto na. Chandrabadani buker
opor bose dhyan shuru korten, tapor dhire dhire niche neme asten. Tarpor sei
shisyer linger opor bose prai du ghanta tini kam rupe lila karen. Tarpor aste
aste sei ghar theke chole jeten nijer ghare.
Sakale sabar age
Chandrabadani ghum theke uthe baltite tar mahargho mutro bisarjon karen niom
kore. Sab shisyo khaali pete sei mutro pan kore din shuru kare. Debi
Chandrabadanir ek fota mutro o nasto kara hoi na, tar sissora amrito gyane pan
korto.
